当梦想遭到现实的撞击时,总会发出凄美的破碎声。心灵被梦想的碎片刺痛,散落的碎片上还残留着斑斓的颜色。然而,心灵的疼痛却有着催人成长的力量。梦想的幻灭,是因为它没有得到精心的照料。去呵护你的梦想吧!勇敢地站在舞台中央,跳一曲快乐的人生芭蕾。
My dream ended when I was born. Although I
never knew it then, I just held on to something that would never come
to pass. Dreams really do exist. But in the morning when you wake up,
they are remembered just as a dream. That is what happened to me.
I always have the dream to dance like a
beautiful ballerina twirling around and around and hearing people
applaud for me. When I was young, I would twirling around and around in
the fields of wildflowers that grew in my backyard. For hours I would
dance as if people were watching me. I would dance so fast that I would
forget where I was, until I would hear sounds that reminded me of where
I really was. I thought that if I twirled faster everything would
disappear and I would wake up in a new place. Reality woke me up when I
heard a voice saying, "I don't know why you bother trying to dance.
Ballerinas are pretty, slender little girls. Besides, you don't have
the talent to even be a ballerina." I remember how those words
paralyzed every feeling in my body. I feel to the ground and wept for
hours.
We lived in the country by a nearby lake
and I would sometimes go there to hide. My parents were never home
anyway and I did not like to be at home where I could hear the walls
talking of pain. When they were home, my mother just yelled and
criticized because nothing was ever perfect in her life. She dreamed of
a different life but ended up living in a country far away from the
city where she believed her dreams would have come true.
I enjoyed hanging out by the water. I
would sit there for hours and stare at my reflection. There I was,
looked nothing like a pretty ballerina dancer. Reflections don't lie.
Once the waves would come, my reflection was gone. Washed away just
like my dream to dance. I sat there staring at the water, hoping that
my reflection would reappear and be different.
As I grew older, I began to realize that
the reason my dream was even born in the first place, was because it
was something that was inside of me. The dream I had was never nurtured
and cared for, so it slowly died. It's not that I wanted it to die, but
I allowed it to die the day I started listening to the words, "You
can't do it." When I finally woke up from many years of dreaming, I
realized that you can't settle for dancing in the wildflowers, you have
to move on to the platform. I still go to the lake sometimes and sit
there. Looking at my reflection is different now too. When I was young,
I looked at how others saw me, now that I am older and wiser; I look at
how God sees me.(Vanessa Sanchez)